So I started this because my life is a complete mess right now actually its shit and I'm starting this blog because I want to tell someone.. Sorry if I'm boring you I'll get to the point I don't care how many people see this there could be one or there could be 10 people reading my shit ass blog and I don't give to fucks I'm 13 you may be wondering why a 13 year old has a shit life at the moment well I'll tell you why and its not what you all think I'm not a spoiled brat wanting attention you think that THAN there's the exist cause I don't need that negative shit on here anyway let me get back to the story ok....PS this is all real
well I know I'm not a punching bag well at least I thought I wasn't until my father put his hands on me for the first time to discipline a 5 year old getting told off in a really harsh way isn't the best way to handle the situation. You would think that a 53 year old grown man would know this by now so why exactly is he beating the crap out of his little girl for dropping cereal on the floor dose it make sense if anyone is asking he was not on any drug or alcohol he was perfectly capable to know what's wrong and what right of Couse he chose the wrong thing to do I have 3 brothers and never once has he put his hands on them and physically attacked them the way he dose to me I cant stand to look at him or even be in the same room with him I call him by his first name and he says I'm your father not your work friend and I say no you were my father you stopped being my father along time ago do you know what a father is I ask him he says yes because I am your father and mocks me how I'm so ugly and stupid he calls me a retarred fuck he tells me to go die you were a mistake what father tells there child to go kill herself no child should ever have to hear those word come out of there fathers mouth he tells me he hates me am I supposed to be used all of that. Anyway tell me if want to hear more of this I guess I don't know how this shit works anyway bye........
